The world is beautiful.
I saw you today, butterflies filled my stomach. It was a small passing, I saw you but you didn’t not see me. No hello, no goodbye.
I had wondered if this place really was small enough, enough to run into you. It happened. It was a short second and then you were gone, continuing on with your life as if I never existed.
I was left with longing, not for my heart but for my body, I became flustered with myself for being foolish. I enraged myself more knowing that what I was feeling had no basis. I was mad at myself for getting lost in my ideas of you.
There is no future to you, and with that I’m okay. Fantasy is that, imaging is all I get. The reality is nothing worth my time.
It will happen again, I’ll see you or you’ll see me and it will be okay. My stomach
will fill with butterflies and we’ll continue on until I’m needed again. I hope you don’t wait for too long because, I may just go on pretending you never existed.
Desiree Luna ©2014